She came, she went. She came, she went.. She came, she went... She came, she went.... She came, she went..... She came, she went...... She Came, she went....... She Came, she went........ SHe Came, she went......... SHe CAme, she went.......... she came, She went........... she came, SHe Went............ she came, She WENT............. she came, SHE WENT.............. SHE CAME.

Traveling, every moment that came across me recorded me. Surveillance cameras do nothing but record the phenomena of being. Being is the brilliance of what one does for being. It transcends what it has done for oneself and becomes what is made possible for some other. Being is creation. The simple fact of having done is the implication of existence.

Feel my double entendre as very livable and released cadence. Condition and envision design in such a way that one may prolapse into real living life. The barricade that was meant to share ill-stricken unlivable events paraded itself as a caterpillar with the benefit of visionary convenience. fat fleshy quarters forced into not wasted slots.

Crocodile swaddled in cocoon spun by drywall specifications. His elder law felt up the ambiance of spacial pleasure. With a scratch in the wall it became far more important to patch what brain patterns that cause cerebral compilations. Ordered as though belly flopped on a tarmac of obsession. plane after plane tickling the warty and crowded beginnings of periodic maintenance. Unroll what was planned by egg-roll pinups.

credit self reliance on those all around. find it encouraging to see how much dependence is reasonable and reaching. wrapping fragile things around the most new things possibly imbalanced. Leaning as coolly draped careless cordial cowardice so unplanned it's scary. be in me in the most investigative way. ask what of it. telescoped all about through the first visit of another. revision of important nothingness. The want to be held on to. the arousal of investigation. telling of something escorted in the membrane a million times over leaves a wake of breaching security and control. cradle the implications of what stroked the ego placid.

I found it. It was left by me. When I returned to where it was. It had been moved. Someone else moved it. It took me a while to realize it was the same. Yet it finally felt real. It felt as though it were new. Finally I found out what it always was. It was always a little beyond where I would place it.

Truly at this moment thinking back back back of the last year I am fixed in the thought of waste. Vexed by what's been tried and isn't true. amazing and crud and heaping nails of asphyxiation. I am the no man. be a tinker bell and craw into a knook. glitter an evening unseen and kept wrapped. Shiny and coaxed his teeth were ready to chatter and never did so. Some found it sad, others found it what they always wanted of him. The silence boosts me to build a chariot. a silence so shimmery it alone mounted all the attention he could give himself and lunged. Happy in the ides of distance he pulled scratching dry and starched blankets over the visage of his lidless eyes.

OH MY GOD! here we are zit... being beings together. you live off of me and I live in slipping drawn bridge efforts. Building the table today johnny totally toppled blindly voluptuous fingers tossed.

cowardly moment. I brag upon thee. How doubt a flighty moment when an if so genuine. bragging upon brother I felt hair that I've always been growing. What I do so effortlessly comes easy to me. so much of me I am not even familiar with sincerely because I complete tasks with such incredible fucking skill. As a stroll, I know. I know that I am defiant and I have no idea why. that is the best part of blissful portrayals. It's that good is in reverence and that bad must be nothing. Bah bombard the few boots that pull themselves.

Furthermore I see it a responsibility to fiddle with this and that and engage in looks of remark and disbelief.

Broken cookies, broken dendrochronology, spoken cartography, eventual zemmiphobia. I'm sitting down for a night of aroma noche. Time to fall abuse to the natural causes of real flaky needs and public image.

I'm brain. He sifted silt in a turtle's bowl. Kind and lap-red was the story of upbringing. Chime, crime, chime! hmm hmm tip tip tip tip!! Frustration by finger's twitch. The hair fall. It on the ground! Not time for trim. Only blanketed with ensconce! Pure jelly made the tub quiver with excitement. Oh how it longed for a person to be covered in it just for a moment of clarity.

I've brought it to my own attention that I have not blogged in a while...

Paul

yeah, fursur

12:38amSteven

I'm not planning to move out.

12:38amPaul

oh cool

12:40amSteven

What's with the wow sandwiches?

12:41amPaul

it's just something I do

you gotta do some stuff for no reason at all

I am going to start a magaZINE

12:42amSteven

Suite!

What about?

12:42amPaul

called wow sandwiches

just about whatever

but I will have the info up soon

so people can subscribe

12:42amSteven

I'll buy it.

12:42amPaul

it's going to be free

12:42amSteven

I'll take it.

12:43amPaul

I don't want to have to abide by any contractual agreement

you could get 8 a month

or 0

or whatever

12:43amSteven

Yeah; I guess you are more free when you don't have people's money.

12:43amPaul

anyone can submit articles, drawings, thoughts

12:43amSteven

Do you need content for the first issue?

12:44amPaul

but I typed out all the info a couple days ago

yeah

12:44amSteven

How serious/silly are you thinking as far as the tone of the whole thing?

12:44amPaul

it can be as long or short as I want also

anything

there are now stipulations

the whole wow sandwich thing has abided by that actually

like, you don't even have to use punctuation in it

mostly just something to exist just because

12:46amSteven

like thisIcansay what everI want

12:46amPaul

an outlet for creativity

an avenue for excuse

like controlling destruction

kinda

yeah

I will make that the slogan actually

like thisicansaw what everl want

12:47amSteven

I'm honored.

12:47amPaul

you have been the first to submit

12:48amSteven

I'll work on a slightly longer piece and send it to you soon.

If you want to send me the info you typed up about it, I'd like to see.

12:48amPaul

sweet

the first issue may be devoted to all the conversations that I am having with people about it

12:49amSteven

Not such a bad plan!

12:49amPaul

I feel like It will be fun

so, when I get a good picture taken of the description of the whole thing, I will post it

and then build it

and then send it to a mailbox near you

12:51amSteven

Send it to my neighbor, it'll be easy for me to find it in her mailbox.

12:52amPaul

good, you should knock on their door everyday and ask for your mail

12:52amSteven

"Just checking, you know! I have a very important packaged headed to your address very soon, and I just want to make sure not to miss it."

12:53amPaul

hehe, exactly

12:53amSteven

I think I'm going to go home and sleep.

12:53amPaul

cool

I am going to read

12:54amSteven

I'm in the student union, but the folks I came here with have already left.

12:54amPaul

those wusses

12:54amSteven

Seriously.

They couldn't take the pressure.

I'm winning the awaking contest.

12:55amPaul

were you sitting on them?

12:55amSteven

Sometimes.

12:55amPaul

well, shoot man

12:55amSteven

Oh, new word alert!

12:55amPaul

that just aint right

12:55amSteven

"Oddening"

It's like "evening," but instead of being the time between afternoon and night, it's the time between night and morning.

12:56amPaul

is that when something makes something odd?

oh

that's interesting

12:56amSteven

Maybe it should just be "odding"

I'll work on that.

12:57amPaul

did you make it up?

a new word for dawn?

12:57amSteven

I suppose.

Maybe like pre-dawn though.

12:57amPaul

yeah

12:57amSteven

I think dawn is the start of morning.

12:57amPaul

I guess dawn is more of a moment

yeah

12:57amSteven

It just dawned on me!

It's not odding anymore!

12:58amPaul

man, you are going crazy, stop studying

12:58amSteven

I think oddening sounds better.

Whatever the word is, I bid you a good one of them, and I'm going away.

12:59amPaul

good night sir

12:59amSteven

Good night.